Just a general PSA, I’m mainly active over on @mariprivi now! It’s my private sideblog where I post things not pertaining to my rping. I still tend to lurk over here, but my writing motivation has been fickle at best. ^^“
Also! If you see me follow you and you aren’t an RP blog, it’s because I’m unable to follow from my sideblog.
Luna moth and death head moth
Drawtober - The Four Horsewomen of the Apocalypse by Samantha Mash
Euripides (Tr. Anne Carson) / @wholeheartedsuggestions / Jenny Slate / Euripides again
Tkhorm, a huge black beast and my old good friend, walks in the sunset field ~
Made in Blender.
i am a firm believer in the sicko4sicko relationship. characters who are obsessed with one another not in spite of, but because of, whatever bizzare or offputting or unusual things they’ve got going on. guys who look at each other and go “you’re the only motherfucker in this city that can handle me” and they’re probably right too. rivalries romances obsessions built on mutual hate undefined Close Companions. any sort of Thing. sicko4sicko.
mutuals do this
IT’S ALL ABOUT THE YEARNING
- ❝ you need someone. let me be that person. let me be what you need. ❞
- ❝ look, i dunno if i’m the kind of person you need or even want right now. but i’m looking around and i’m the only one who’s here. ❞
- ❝ i never realized how much i needed you until you were the one person who wasn’t there. ❞
- ❝ you asked me once, if i would ever take a chance on us…maybe that ship sailed. but. ask me again? sometime— doesn’t have to be today. maybe tomorrow just. ask me again. ❞
- ❝ i know i can’t protect you from everything, but i wish you’d let me protect you from the things i can control. ❞
- ❝ i used to have so much faith. maybe not in deities or something but, in the world. the universe. i believed their was a purpose to it all. i’m not sure when i lost that. ❞
- ❝ have you ever had something…missing? like something just doesn’t feel right inside you but you don’t know what it is. ❞
- ❝ sometimes, i just need the world to be beautiful. i know how dark and ugly it can be but i just want to see something good and focus only on it for a few minutes. ❞
- ❝ i was sort’ve hoping you needed me. is that selfish? ❞
- ❝ people need someone to see them for what they are and not just see it but accept it. i want to be that person for anyone i can…but it can be so suffocating to be that person and also remain unseen. ❞
- ❝ sometimes i feel i’m being crushed under the weight of everything i’ll never be. ❞
- ❝ you’re looking at me but you’re not seeing me. do you know how that feels? just see me. please. ❞
- ❝ i want to deserve you. i’m trying to deserve you. ❞
- ❝ i know i fucked up. i know i did but don’t shut me out anymore. let me in. please let in. ❞
- ❝ every time you smile at me, i memorize it. i remember each moment that i get to be the one to bring out that light inside you. no matter what happens between us, that’s what i’ll remember. ❞
- ❝ i can’t help but think there’s got to be something out there for me, somewhere. just some place where i actually feel like i belong. ❞
- ❝ the world is so big. why do i never feel like i fit into it? ❞
- ❝ when i’m with you i feel like myself. i feel like every side of me is present and accepted. and i feel good about it— i feel good about who i am when i’m with you. ❞
- ❝ do you like me? i know you love me. i know you care about me but. do you like who i am? ❞
- ❝ i want to look in the mirror one day and not feel uncomfortable with my own reflection. ❞
- ❝ just take my hand and close your eyes. pretend we’re anywhere else but here. ❞
- ❝ so, what would you be? if you had to power to change all the things making you unhappy, what would your life look like? ❞
- ❝ do you even know what it does to me? every time i see you cry, any time you’re hurt even the smallest bit it just— do you realize how deeply you’ve imbedded yourself into my heart? ❞
- ❝ i don’t feel like a whole person without you anymore. i don’t fucking care if anyone else would say about that. you’re part of who i am now. the most important piece of me. ❞
- ❝ every time you walk away you take another piece of me with you. ❞
- ❝ i’m only really living in the moments when we’re together. the rest is just existing until you look at me again. ❞
- ❝ it feels like there’s a string around my heart and it’s connected to you. everywhere you go you’re just tugging me behind, pulling me towards you. ❞
- ❝ you’ve got me in the palm of your hands. you could crush me and i would still thank you for touching me at all. ❞
- ❝ i no longer know where i end and you begin. you’ve wound yourself around my soul so tightly, you’re all i feel anymore. ❞
- ❝ you’ve stolen my heart, the least you could do is tell me what you intend to do with it. ❞
- ❝ i don’t have perfect words. i’m not the kind of person who knows how to sound poetic and shit. so all i know what to tell you is that i belong to you. i don’t know if you want me. but i’m yours. and at this point however it is you need me, i’m here. ❞
- ❝ you’re the only thing that matters anymore. i can’t eat, i can’t sleep— all the goddamn cliches from every stupid movie and song. you’re all i think about. i’m useless except when i’m yours. ❞
- ❝ i haven’t stopped thinking about the way you laugh. i’m hoping i’ll get to hear it again. ❞
- ❝ when your eyes are on me, i feel like something worth seeing. ❞
- ❝ just let me look at you for a little bit. ❞
- ❝ i would do anything for you. all my lines and rules. they mean nothing when it comes to you. it’d cross and break them all just to make you happy. ❞





















